Now a new year begins and it is the first one without you. I have heard so many "Happy New Year" messages but I don't think I will ever be truly happy again. Part of me has gone with you and I don't know how to go on without you. No-one knows how I feel, no-one knows the emptiness and the sadness waking up every day without you. I wish so much that I could join you but Bailey needs me and I know I must carry on for him because he has given us so much love and of course he must have his three bifferoles every night!! I am trying to cope but it isn't easy and I miss you more than words can say...Love you forever xx